Thursday met up with A and J. Like finally! Friday went out with Tingyi and her boy boy. Isn't her bf.
Hi I'm back to my pyschotic side again I guess. 2 months, I still haven't give up yet. Just when I was about to, everything has to start all over and over again. Especially these time I know I'm really alone now. I don't know who to talk to and nobody can help me I know. I feel friend-less. I really keep pondering where did all my friends I used to had went to? I can't sleep. I cannot stop thinking about what happened and how rashful I was. I really want to know how is he and I have to admit. I can keep my itchy hands off texting him.
School's starting, I don't know how I'm going to survive but well, 3 months seems pretty long. Everybody has started hanging out with their classmates except for me. Even so, everyone seems to just have someone there for them to catch them when they fall.
My body is going to collapse anytime soon. People you know what to do, I better start writing my will now.